And then the realization came that it was a comedy, albeit a tragic one ---- or maybe not..

It is often said that the times, however powerful they may be, do not have final authority on our will - they are merely guide markers for the collective consciousness at any given moment - we can play ball or . . . we can sneak in the backdoor of the concession stand and snatch a soda.  Whilst Barry Eaton's mom was great at boiling hot dogs and pushing jolly ranchers, there were also periods she was quite apt at catching the soda bandits. See: Charlie Michaud.

However, the true character pierce on said individual was born upon the next time they found them self in that situation - they were faced with the decision as to which was the lesser of two evils?!?!? - to succumb to the pressure of something that felt instinctually wrong or to consciously alienate oneself?  - maybe it is at this young of an age that we actually define our self, everything that happens from here on out is just the playing out of whatever movie God is in the mood to watch for the duration of our existence.

And it is at this point we should realize that God & the 'Devil' are one, for Karma is nothing more then a means to sell metaphysical rocks, self-help books & pomegranates.  It matters not what you do as said consequence will apply only if one is not wise with the tongue.  This realization takes time though, or if you're lucky - it does not come at all.  Karma is rooted in patterns, action 'X' twists and turns and comes back with result 'Y' - yet with eyes focused clearly on the ever so convenient Karma equation we blind our self to the other pattern unfolding...

The language of mathematics is said to be resolute, firm, unbendable, but anything capable of measuring space contains air pockets, and it is within these air pockets, some only micron's in size, that we must exhaust ideas that are unable to be proofed. It is within these unverifiable chambers that morals have no weight, instinct is the only guiding force and through the desire to push forward, pressure accumulates - day by day a pressure cooker is formed and sure enough the previously unbendable karmic equations lid is blown the fuck off!

Think not of what you are doing but what needs to be done.  You will be gone sooner then when you were thinking about starting.

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